N.O.W.E.K.

Photography is my strange demon. The guilt of not having my camera in spectacular moments drives my artistic desire just under enough, damn. Before I stepped off the boat tonight I looked at my rig and the age old argument took place just beyond rational thought. (Take your camera with you!) whispered my ancient education. (Naw, the sun just set so I won’t miss anything.) The thoughts inspired by my over worked back muscles seemed comfortably  rational  and strangely guilt riddled, but ultimately, final… Ahhhh, liberated from my sole-stealing, moment freezing, back wrenching need to freeze moments 1/250th of a second at a time. Idiot! As I reached the top of my dock I noticed the sun hadn’t completely set and there was an orange dome of our local star that was perfectly bracketed buy two monolithic urban structures… It was ominous like a sci-fi novel cover! I quickly snapped my guilty attention away from the spectacle that would NEVER BE SEEN AGAIN and embraced my sloth as I increased my stride. Never mind, it’s just a picture, NO One Will Ever Know (N.O.W.E.K), I didn’t shoot that picture. (Except me of course…) Shut Up!!! N.O.W.E.K! A block of red-orange light knifed between two condo columns and lit the white bloom of a row of apple blossoms up in a bright pink halo that was only missing a few dozen singing cherubs to complete the image. No (fucking) Wek!!! Wishing my fantasy Rafaelian image would turn into a bunch of Steven Spielberg monsters that would chase me down and tare my eyes out! (Head down…) I figured I go out to the barge at the end of the marina to check my e-mail, I see all that stuff every day, it’ll be no big deal… When I came out of[…]

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